There isn’t much more to it. The odd Gator, finding joy in giving his heart away at a risk. Aiming for the good, not under suffering, but with knowing a great task has been given him to share the truth with others who will listen. The truth about his best friend, Jesus.

A perfect active condition. It will depose us to grasp the good by habit. Just think about the moral life as watching a piano player go through training to play well. Prudence is a virtue and it leads us to the other virtues. When you are virtuous you will feel pleasure when that occurs. The world says, ‘morality is hard, we can’t take pleasure in it!’ Gator says yes, it’s hard but the joy is indescribable.

Can you discern that the Gator has been taking a philosophy course? Finally getting down to the student of Plato, the student of Socrates. Heady stuff. Gator has to listen to each lecture several times to get the gist of it, let alone pass the quarterly exams! Morality, virtue and the good. What are they?

Most of the ‘modern’ or ‘post modernistic’ thinkers couch things in terms of how swell it would be if we had our leaders taken from a very prestigious college. Groomed before birth perhaps, a little tweaking of their DNA and get the best of the best to tell us how to live! Authority, absolute with no absolutes. Instead, we go back to the Lyceum and find out what ‘good’ actually means. There was absolutely nothing wrong with the greatest thinkers of Greece and we could use a couple of them right now. The concept of ‘good’ and ‘virtue’ were debated, written about, over and over by them.

Amazing thinkers and contemplators of man. Of course, wisdom and virtue and goodness are the subjects that bring joy to ones looking for it. Some other folks go in the exact opposite direction and invent things like guillotines to disagree with some people. That direction really stifles dialectics.

Magnificent is expenditure on something great that is conspicuous. Spending a great amount in a harmonious way. spend with pleasure! Keeping close accounts is chintzy. Celebrate magnificence. Look at the beauty around us, where did it come from.? Magnanimity. greatness of soul. two peaks of human greatness. There is one man that knew these things perfectly and did them well. Jesus.

Someone great souled, what does this person care about? Honor. He doesn’t see anything else. Does God need money? Give honor. A person of honor is not someone who takes small risks, he takes great risks. May cost his life. . He wants to be the source who gives! Wonder:it’s the beginning of philosophy.

It’s not politics. The most important thing about politics is that there is no important thing about politics. Meditate on beauty, give yourself and honor flow out of you. Magnificence. Give honor to the one that created it, and radiates it. There is no greater thing you can do. It’s pretty good. Jack Gator

The adults that can advise us on the tough questions I mentioned last week are ofttimes, a bit hard to find. There are many prognosticators that insist their opinions on life’s big questions are correct and it is not a good idea to be there when they say so. Gator has been in that arrogant position and it has not worked out well. I did not take my own advice because I knew I was right. Point taken. Mistake.

It’s the big questions that generate heat. The small questions about automotive brands and reliability are not hard to turn into gentle laughter and disagreement. The big questions about truth and evidence of it are liable to turn into a stone wall of pat answers and foolish catch phrases. On both sides. We who strongly believe our opinions of life’s purpose are true. Our opinions are based on facts and those who disagree with those facts are immature, foolish and ignorant, right? People like us that feel that way are even more foolish than we believe others to be. There is a moral standard we must not ignore. It’s not a law per-se, but goes much deeper. It is a standard perhaps referred to as ‘given a reasonable doubt’ or perhaps the example of summit talks. You can never convince anyone of anything by anger or name calling. It takes dialogue. I’m not talking about violence or armed combat. I’m talking about listening.

Opinions are like software, it takes time to write out the program and push the ‘save’ button. It’s there on your hard drive then,and re-writing that opinion isn’t easy or even desired. It’s truth felt (a lot of times it IS truth) but the discussion must be done honorably not with sputtering and bluster. Doesn’t work with me, so I know it won’t work for you. Another opinion. I have a lot of them.

I have a friend that is firmly convinced that the earth is flat, the moon landings were studio fakes, the end of our circular earth is guarded by the NSA. You get the idea (unless you believe such things) When we read about something, such as New Zealand, we know it’s there because reputable people show us maps, exploring stories and so forth. We believe that New Zealand is real. I told my friend about my experiences at sea with radar and first seeing antennas and masts before the ship hove into view. Micro waves do not curve. He wasn’t convinced. I was a liar or was seeing an illusion. Truth was not the operative in the conversation. Neither of us could ‘win’ We let it go. It won’t bother me unless he comes to me with another version of truth that isn’t. A stumbling block for certain.

There is another truth that I hold onto because I have seen it and heard it. It is the presence, and in one case, the voice of the living God. I know He is real and I know He cares for me, saved my life with His voice. Could I convince you that it is true? Maybe. In some cases, words fall short on a story, only the gentle passion for truth along with gentleness and patience will carry the message. Truth has another dimension. Telling the truth is akin to gardening. Seeds are planted. If the planting is true and the seed just and true, the fruit of the truth will blossom within. Cultivation with patience helps. In some cases the large chisel drag or plow is overwhelming to the seed and the soil. A good gardener listens and gives encouragement to both sower and sown. Spoken and written truth follows the same path.

To be an adult takes time and care and a lot of help. I am getting better at being an adult. I am learning how to listen and speak less. Perhaps I will be listened to when I tell the truth as it has impacted my life. An evangelist does not have to shout, Just tell the truth as best as they can.

It’s pretty good. Jack Gator

If only I hadn’t believed my friend, Chuck, when he broached the subject of climbing down that roof drain pipe. We were recently led around in handcuffs for buying something legal. Confessing to the purchases and the investigators searched, but there was nothing to be found on us or in our lockers on board the ship. Already two years sea duty. Salty they say. The story behind it all is as follows:

It was the Six Day War between Israel and and the Arab nation. A proxy war between us and Russia. Israel had our weapons and F14’s and Egypt had Russian Migs.and communist support I was in Top Secret communications and we had just been ordered to do 24 hour watches with 12 hours off to recover.

It was ‘somewhat’ dreary and very hard to do. my best friend, Chuck, a signalman, opened his hand to me one day and showed me something he called a ‘pep pill’ “you can buy them at the pharmacy in port” “he said” Sounded OK and they worked. Methadrine, stronger than espresso but with somewhat unpleasant side effects.

They got by, but Chuck developed a fondness for the little white pills. He sort of ‘hid’ on board when he would get hallucinations and paranoid. I didn’t have a clue. Someone in the division turned them in and that’s where the handcuffs showed up. The CID came after them at an apartment they rented in Naples. We were placed under arrest and wound up in the Marine Brig on land and Chuck said a fellow ship-mate was coming after them with a knife that night because we had fingered him as the major pot distributor on board their ship. Chuck said he had fought him off. Chuck was a tough guy back in the day.

It was not like the movies with a one way glass, the guards just escorted us down a passageway and “Is that him?” as the entrepreneur stood about 12 feet away. Brilliant. They locked all three of us up on shore and in a common bull pen. Also not well thought out. Maybe that dealer did come for me at night with the knife? Chuck told me that. It was a long time ago. They did not lock up the pharmacist. As mentioned, meth was legal over-the-counter just down the street from our apartment. . Chuck just wanted out so he could visit the pharmacy in our old Naples neighborhood. He was very fond of the little white pills. Addiction.

We had the duty of cleaning the brig when we spotted the big drain pipe going down to the courtyard. About three stories below. A open window offered freedom and a few days later, we were gone and in Sicily by the time it was noticed. We spent a lot of time on the run and wound up in Rome. We lived with some street people who crashed in a dirt floor catacomb near Trevi Fountain. All of us were begging for 100 Lire coins from tourists in Italian ( Cento Lire per mangare) and snagging coins thrown from the economy tour buses. You could hear the aluminum windows on the bus’s snap open as the tourists tried to fling the coins into the ‘Three coins in the Fountain‘. Those cheaper tour bus tours did not stop at any of the sights and we knew which ones they were.

The 500 lire ones were heavier and worth about 5 bucks! Wetting your feet in the fountain was a sure arrest for us, but the coin toss was amusing to the policemen. Entertaining to a boring assignment. The cops tolerated the street people. Some of them were old enough to remember WWII, they knew how hard it could be.

I visited the Vatican and the Sistine Chapel when we were in Rome. (Chuck was mostly in a drug haze near the fountain) The Swiss guards just let me in. Maybe seeing me as the street urchin I now appeared as. Dirty and unkempt. Perhaps I was looking for redemption? After the astounding ceiling of the chapel with the finger of God reaching for the finger of Adam, I walked the halls and saw the incredible original paintings of the masters. I did not run into the Pope however. I just walked out the gates afterwards.

I found Chuck that evening, walking aimlessly near the fountain. He was easy to spot with his white tennis shoes. Finally looking a bit worse for wear, we wound up in Florence. Camping at Campagio David with a perfect replica of DaVinci’s statue of King David over the entrance! The cops came for us in the morning where we were camped and we wound up in handcuffs. Foolish sailors, using their military ID”s. Wanted men. Captured, this time in a car headed for Pisa and another jail. Just like the bad movies as we were very uncomfortable riding across Italy with hands cuffed behind us. A long drive and little chit chat from the guards. They had no idea why we were wanted after all.

As we approached our new residence, we leaned over a bit with the cuffs at our backs and saw the leaning tower out the window. “Wow, it really does lean a lot!” More unpleasant accommodations and finally the court Marshal. Sentenced to six months hard labor in a Marine Brig in southern Spain, Rota. It is what is called a ‘red line brig’ with guards ready and able with 45 caliber sidearms if you crossed that line.

We got tortured with sleep deprivation for three days and were allowed to join the bull pen after it: “Strip your bunk! Make your bunk! Go to sleep!” 1 hour intervals, repeat until you plead. It works. It breaks people down very efficiently. A little splash of water in your face to instill yet another round. (I still have dreams about that.) A recent sleep study could not be done as I knew someone would wake me up and the torture would begin again. Trauma hiding within my mind. It lingered for a ‘while’. Jesus helped me with that issue recently. He is so kind and of course, He was there the whole time. Always is for us. It took me a long time to realize that as well. Finally after being broken at the brig we were allowed into general population.

‘Fun loving Marines’ , bad duty for them with a few moments of entertainment now and then. After three months working hard in the heat, the biggest guard asked me if I would like to ‘dance’ with him in the isolation cell. What did I have to loose? A bit stronger from months of work shoveling sand blast sand from beneath dry docked barges, I said,“sure, might be a good time” ‘Ahh, you’re no fun’ the guard said and he went back to whatever it is that guards do.

Finally our time was up, I was discharged with an Honorable discharge (after a few years of legal action) and we were flown back to the states on a very uncomfortable C-130. What a career, and I was doing so well. A few more crows on my sleeve up to first class and it would be a path to Chief petty officer, the brown shoe Navy with better accommodations on board ship, retirement too. A career sought after, now gone. Why? Don’t we always ask that question..why me? To be continued…

A mounting love of show and luxury. A widening gap between the very rich and the very poor. An obsession with sex. Freakishness in the arts, masquerading as originality and enthusiasms pretending to be creativity. And an increased desire to live off the state. These are quotes from Edward Gibbon in the ‘Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire’ circa 1780.

Sound familiar? The totalitarian ruling class is flexing it’s muscle just a little bit to test out the waters. ‘Shut down your business’ ‘Stay away from everyone, far enough away to isolate them from you’ ‘Wear a mask over your face everywhere to show everyone else you care—mostly about yourself’

Government officials have just been putting on a little show to see how much power they really can grab. A few steps further and we will have to get some sort of ‘papers’ to go anywhere, especially intrastate travel. Proof that we have taken ‘the shot’ showing our obedience to an experiential solution to a virus that came from China. Papers that allow us to travel. You have had the Wuhan flu? Prove it.

We have all seen the scenes “Papers please! Where have you been? Why are you taking this flight? Etc…We give a little and the truth is not in any of it. U tube videos abound with this expert or that one telling us it’s OK. Remember that old song “Don’t worry, be Happy”? That’s the key! As long as we have our personal peace and the prosperity to go with it, we will do anything necessary to keep that going. Keep your passport handy and stamped with the vaccine symbol, Isn’t that the truth of the matter? The old hippie maxim, ‘Go with the flow’ It works for dead fish too.

What is truth? Who cares as long as our personal life-styles are not threatened. Politicians are not concerned about truth either. Just supply the populace with a frosting of personal peace and affluence. We have come a long road in thousands of years and we find ourselves right back in Rome.

All we need is a warm place with a good TV so we can watch the Green Water Gators battle it out live! An ample supply of friends with some alcohol, purchased with that super stimulus check.A nice warm house with ample comfy chairs to watch the ‘big game’ and a fairly new Power Dredge with the most popular paint job (white nowadays) You got it made! What more could you want?

“Knock knock knock” Hey Eddie, could ya see who’s at the door?

Eddie: “It’s the police from N.I.C.E…. (Neighborhood Intelligence Control Emergencies) They are just checking to see if we have all had our shots and are celebrating with masks on”

Home owner: “Ok, I’ll deal with it. Hey guys, what can I do for ya?”

Officer: “Please inform us of any Neighbors that are a threat to the country please!”

Home owner: “Sure! That self righteous pastor right down on the corner, the blue house. They talk all the time about the government in a critical way. They say we don’t have to follow your silly rules!”

Officer:” Thanks, we’ll take care of it. Enjoy your game citizens.”

Good old Winston Smith dodges the state one more time. This home owner is a member of the underground and is very wary of the NICE guys so he sells out the pastor that is not part of his resistance cell. Nice guy.

Next day: Stop at the Wuhan national bank and negotiate the new mortgage that wound up there as a derivative from the bank, the only other bank in the country, the UN Bank. Cash in the last of that stimulus check. Then Drop by the market and use the toilet paper coupon and get some more chips (If they have them) so the gang can watch the re-runs of the game.

He then thinks positive thoughts to satisfy the cameras and the behavior police. ‘I Hope our great governor can help keep power on tonight. It’s been used for keeping the Governor’s management system working which is more important than a silly game. My Life is good! I’ve got a photo of our Governor on my wall! He says he can take good care of me! I thank him every day when I see that Photo. He’s like my big brother! Feels pretty good.” Jack Gator

Jack needed work. It was back in the 60’s and working as a dishwasher in a famous cafe’ didn’t pay much. The music at night was world class acoustic. The nation of many 40 acre musicians were drawn to the cafe’. The pay for the workers was getting fed, bypassing admission prices and an occasional pitcher of beer across the street. The housing was leaky plumbing and roofs, bridge on the river Kwai back stairways and great love expressed. It was indeed a training ground for Jack’s escape from the city with enough money to survive living with the jack pine savages up nort’ (that’s the way they pronounce the word in NW Wisconsin)

Jack was hired on by the railroad on a fluke and in the rail yard office, Jack was referred to as Santa Claus because of his long hair.” Get on that old bus and it will take you out to the job site son.” A bunch of young bucks looking for some muscle pumping and good wages too. First job was surfacing tracks for a new ‘hump yard’. All the tracks had a slight downhill grade so the cars would roll down into their spots for a train build. Jack got the low man job, shoveling ballast into the vibrating jaws of the tamper. It needed to be fed lots of rocks as the huge electric motors on the plunging fingers were constantly stuffing rock ballast under the ties. Jack got the rhythm and sort of liked the job as he got the swing down with a #2 shovel. Even got good enough to do a Queen Ann salute.

The first guys off the bus got the easy jobs and they always let Jack walk leisurely to the job site as they knew he would grab a shovel. A new friend on the gang wised up Jack to the drill. First ones at the job site get the lining bars. One day Jack eased out of the handle driven door, gave a big yawn and suddenly burst into a run and got himself a lining bar to work the jacks. Surprise! Now you can have your old job back and get in shape was Jack’s generous thought towards the other men that now knew Jack was ready for the big time.

Camaraderie and all the badgering and insults and laughter to make the danger and brutal work go by. The testing of the hump yard with a blast of air at Jack’s back as a boxcar whistles by at a good clip maybe five feet away at your back.

Later, after basic training with heavy tools, Jack got a transfer to a local section gang. Easier work and one time Jack was hit near his eye with a half moon of steel from a new guy spiking over the track. Jack’s foreman picked Jack up in his arms and ran with him across ten tracks to an ambulance. Big Leroy. Strong man. “Man, I thought you got hit in your eye!” Thanks Leroy. He cared for his men. He was the opposite of his friend, Woody. Lazy Woody. He could think of more incredible ways to lean on a tool than Jack thought were possible.

A switch-man got coupled one day and they called his wife to say goodbye as when the coupler pin was pulled, he would drop dead on the spot. To this day, Jack cannot walk behind a rail car, even in a museum. ‘Cmon dad! It’s a really cool Pullman sleeper car!’ Sorry son, I can’t make myself do it. Trauma and fear. Jack knew that car would move somehow and kill him. Everyone’s got a dose of trauma. It hides in your lower brain and pops out in a half a second with the proper trigger. Irrational fear usually. Jack struggled for years with that reaction to various trauma in his life. A visit to a psychiatrist helped him realize it. The funny part was when the session just started with that psychiatrist and he said “Now you are safe, there isn’t going to be a train coming through this wall” He didn’t have any idea that was one of Jack’s trauma triggers! It’s a joke with friends and family now. Didn’t feel that way at the time.

At this time in Jack’s life, he began seriously conversing with he Lord, Jesus. Now Jack had a good friend that told him things, things Jack could do for other people. It was such an unexpected joy to hear from his Creator that would politely tell Jack things to help. Little things. Simple things that still amaze Jack and his friends. Things that Jack likes to have in print so other people can take courage to listen and act on their faith.

Jack sang a song for a woman he walked by while he was walking down a hallway in an assisted living facility. The Lord tugged on Jack with a quiet suggestion. “Go back and visit that woman sitting near her doorway.” Jack asked her if he could pray for her. ‘Yes she answered’. Jack prayed for and asked if he could put his hand on her shoulder. He then sang to her: “You’ve been afraid a long long time, but Papa’s here and it’s OK. He will take the fear away, my little one. The man who’s full of grace and truth, someday He will come for you, He’s gonna make all things brand new, my little one” 1. She liked it and rested her frail head on Jack’s hand on her shoulder. Blissful tears still come from the memory of speaking truth to her and to himself. That Man who’s full of power to make me free, someday He will come for me, I am his little one.” It’s pretty good. Jack Gator

1. Jon Thurlow

Norm was obsessed with motorcycles early in life. He would gaze at the ads in National Geographic for the Harley’s with clean cut drivers rolling down the road, the open road with the wind right there in their face. He could almost smell the hot exhaust and the sound of power. Up to this time, He had driven an older friends Sears Moped. It was a heavy bicycle frame with a small lawn-mower engine that was kinda neat and He would wonder why this slightly older man would allow him to drive it.

No problems really with the hunger that man had for friendship. He was a loner and not deviant as you already may be thinking. He was a bit odd like Norm and had no friends to speak of. The Moped was the man’s path to friendship but Norm did not respond to that so well. He had three friends that were troublesome as was Norm. The usual. ‘broken home’ was the whisper around the neighborhood and as a puzzled and angst driven boy, Norm joined his friends in trying ropes around burning barrels that people had near their garages and anticipating the flaming collisions as the barrels would swing back on the car.

He got caught by his father on that one and as per usual, was beaten in the basement with a wooden dowel rod. “Don’t cry, I’ll make it worse!” Stalag 17 in a North Minneapolis stucco house. His father had to take the heat from the neighborhood but Norm didn’t give up his accomplice. Besides, the other guy lost an eye when a .22 cartridge in one of the barrels went off. Enough pain for him for a bit.

So one day, another older guy drove into his alley and rolled up with an old Harley flathead 74 and asked Norm if he would buy it? Hundred bucks. By this time Norm’s father had been tossed out by the court and immediately Norm sold all his ham radio gear and bought the old bike. Investing the rest of the money in Ape hanger handle bars, Chrome plating the spring style suspension and putting on up-swept megaphone mufflers along side the chopped rear fender,it was ready for his version of Marlon Brando’s ‘Wild one’ and it was just in time for his senior year in High School.

It was loud and showy and the suicide clutch and the kick starter completed the image. Norm was despised by the staff and student body at his high school. Straight A record in Quadratic equations, solid geometry, physics and so forth completed the image. He may as well worn hair shirts and sandals and no one would have noticed. After all, he had a hook-his mother was attendance clerk down stairs next to the assistant principles office. She was a blond looker, single and ample insulation for Norm to be a bit outrageous. Grace was given. His mom had the principle wound around with her typewriter ribbon and a reduced sentence was given now and then. Mom knew the score.

He drove the chopper to the graduation party way up north and on the way thought there was pursut by a flying saucer. It had a yellow light that lit up the highway and it made no noise whatever. Parked on the side of the highway, all he could hear was the tink tink of the cooling exhaust pipes. The old Harley had a top speed of about 80 and gas was cheap back then. Usual party. Keg of beer and lots of odd behavior and now they all were ready for the world. Right. The chopper got sold for the gas to get out to San Diego where Norm and a classmate, Harry Rood, tried to sell encyclopedias, dressed in their graduation suits. They drove an old Nash till they got to the Seligman Arizona and it blew a head gasket on it’s last gasp of mountain climbing. A white Packard that used a lot of oil was traded for and they made it to San Diego.( More on that story in the column ‘Santa Fe Super Chief’)

They ate stolen oranges and grapefruit from the neighbors trees and never sold anything. The old briefcase from a brief stint at Minnesota Institute of Technology was handy to put the purloined fruit in for the trip back to the apartment. Preparation for life. Stumble around old Dago town and spend all you money on peanut butter and bread. The Lord was watching the comedy and already preparing Norm for his destiny. They boys improvised life as most of us do, thinking we are in control of..something.

God is patient. It’s pretty good.

Jack Gator

We have seen them, perhaps even own one. A key for our cars that has only to be with you to work at unlocking and driving. Amazing. There has been a lot of chatter about ‘marking us’ with some sort of chip, embedded in our skin. This almost invisible implant would unlock anything, pay anyone and identify us. Most certainly this could be freedom of a sort and also frightening to consider the abuse and total transparency of our lives.

A popular movie depicts this information as a constant advertising tool as we move about. The chip is also used in these movies to inform agencies where and who we are. This tool is already being used in another country to control and reward or punish anyone foolish enough to throw a Kleenex on the ground. The reward comes to another that picks it up. Big Brother indeed. Aircraft already have this information available to traffic controllers which makes it much easier to guide and inform pilots.

There is another proximity key that we also carry that identifies us as members of a club. Not exclusive, no special hats or badges. There is a spoken indicator but it’s tricky as it changes every moment. Way beyond the Enigma. However, Gator has begun to respond to the proximity key club members carry. The challenging part is giving the code words or phrases without hesitation because appearances do not reveal an approach. Disappointment can occur when the counter code word (or phrase is not given back) Perhaps language is a barrier at times. Some countries have many in small areas so another way to contact must be utilized. Nothing spoken, nothing worn, not even body language is reliable. Behavior helps but it is not the end all either! The reliable and undeniable way to recognize another member is within ourselves.

There is a story about two babies, still in their mothers wombs that used that method to recognize one another. When the two women met, (cousins), the babies moved strongly within them towards each other. Recorded in historical records by the way. It is also an excellent, best way, to be drawn to another club member. Have you dear reader recognized the club leader? Members, by the way, are always welcomed and seniority does not exist. It is the organization of believers in the Son of God.

His name is Jesus and he has many other names. Gators favorite is ‘Wonderful’ If you are a member, good advice is to listen very closely for the voice within that tells you about these things. It is a voice of thunder and softness. It is stern and loving. The asking for the voice within is very important. We can close a window in our heart to stop hearing his voice but the voice comes in His window, not just a window.1 Our heart, spirit, soul and strength are always there within. It’s up to us to make those core parts of us available to Him. He will patiently knock on that door/window pane for our whole lives-pursuing us but we must reveal ourselves to Him and ask. After all, window latches are always on the inside. Door locks are meant to keep outside. He will not put a foot over the threshold unless asked to do so. It’s pretty good. Jack Gator

1. George Macdonald ‘On the back of the North Wind’ 1871 William Clowes & Sons limited